Counting Down the Days...

I dont go on here much... cuz its been the same deal for months.
No friends, no parties, no freedoms for SOO long... untill next week.
FINALLY, going for my drivers Liscence on March 10th YAY!
Why I waited so long was, in the end, my fault...
I shouldnt have been so afraid of everything.
Wasted alot of my youth worrying.
After I pass the test...

I wish it never to be the same again.

Update...

Not much happening to me lately... working, sleeping, yadda yah, ect.
Visited my dad. Not much else... things are gonna be this way for a while.
I have an urge to go to a club, heheh.   Anyone wanna go with?? 

Ahhh... Back to Xanga.

Hey.... how's evryone doin?
I'm alright.  The best thing I look forward to after work is talkin to my friends online...
And I met someone the other night through another friend.  Really incredible, very cute.
Can't wait to talk to her again soon.  She was on for a second, thinking she missed me.
I went on to say something, but she already got off....

Besides that, I work 2nd shift now all week.  Mine and my bros work schedule conflict so i only see him before i leave and at night.  It's really gonna suck when they go back to school cuz theyre only gonna be able to see me after 11 ... if they're allowed to stay up that late.

I was taken for about 4/5 weeks after school ended... now im single and stuck at home... the only thing I can do is wait untill I have enough money for a car, get my liscence, and get the hell outa there.

My older sis left for Virginia this month ans is 3 months pregnant... she told us 2 weeks ago.  But yeah, 1/2 of my family is spread into different states and the other never has the time of day to say hello. 

There are so many beautiful people out there with good personalities... you just have to look a little and have the courage to speak up.
. . . . and I did. 

Here's An Update . . . .

Last week I made a 43 song list for an MP3 player that I don't have, lol.  Meditating to mostly Disturbed.  Met someone new .... uuh, Monday I got my Tripps back.  I was completely oblivious of why until mom told me I wasn't failing any classes anymore (yay!).  About the same time I met that person, I started drawing again .... its been a few months since I could really put myself into my work.  But, yeah, things are alright .... I just wish I could talk to her more.  I was all giddy freakishly random.  And that guy picked me up yet again .... I could make him stop, but it's just too fun to be flung in the air, lol.  He's really fun n all, but I don't see myself actually dating him.  Plus he has a girlfriend, so it's a deffinate "no".  And I've already decided I want a g/f . . . .
Now I'm just blabbing on.

GRASSHOPPER
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Hello . . . .

I'm back.

What's up?

not much.

What's on your mind?

alot . . . .

Where are you?

infront of my computer screen duh.

Sorry, so did you go anywhere?

no, not this time.

*Sigh* this is boring.

youre boring.

You won't talk about anything!

your not askin the right questions.

... I give up.

youre no fun.

Love to those who know . . . .